My journey with infertility challenged me to my core. There were times when I wanted someone to magically fix things. There were times when I was in tremendous emotional pain and wanted to be understood and heard. There were times when I wanted to shake my fist and curse God — and I did. And there were times when I didn’t know if I wanted to live. I felt like I was walking around in a world that no one knew existed. Infertility inflicted the worst heartache I’d ever felt.
A myriad of emotions surfaced during this time — feelings of anger and sadness, desperation and shame, feelings of being punished, left out and hollow, and, worst of all, of being betrayed by a higher power. It felt like I was battling a war and I was mourning the death of a dream; the dream of the family that I envisioned. One thing I wish I had had when I went through my fertility journey was someone who understood my process. It was hard to find others who could relate to my situation, who were able to offer some semblance of hope and support. This is one of the reasons I created the Energetic Fertility Method™ 8-week program.
I realize that this is probably one of the most sensitive subjects that you’ve ever personally dealt with. I would like to offer you companionship on your journey, a journey which I know is not easy. I want you to know that you’re not alone.
No matter where your fertility journey takes you, in the strangest way, it’s always an invitation to extraordinary growth. I know that this was true for my own journey. Infertility was begging me to make some changes with how I was in the world. It was beckoning me to open some doors that I was desperately trying to keep shut, and my struggle is what ultimately gave me the tools to break through.
If you look at the word infertile with all of its letters — I N F E R T I L E — you’ll find many other words inside, including R E F I N E. Infertility is an invitation to an inner transformation, a journey of personal growth. It’s not about something being wrong or not working. It’s about refinement.
I invite you to this opportunity to refine what is.
If you’re ready to do the work to delve deeper on your path and would like someone to help hold the space for your transformation, book a complementary 30-minute Fertility Impact Session or Energetic Re-Alignment Session to see if working together is a good fit www.nancymae.com